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Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Its been a while...

wow I have not been on here in a while.  I find myself keeping busy or trying to keep busy with everything else.  I find myself so anxious all the time and my mind is in a million different places at once.  I have a little less then 8 weeks left before this little girl makes her arrival.  It seems so surreal.  We finally started working on her bedroom this past weekend.  Even though we are so excited for her to be here its hard to do those little things to prepare for her arrival.  It is hard to do all of those things and thinking of how we should have been doing them two years ago as well. 

Now that I am getting close to the end of this pregnancy people all the time are asking me how I am feeling or how I am doing or if I am ready for her to be here.  Those questions are so hard to answer.  None of them have any idea what we are feeling going through this pregnancy after loosing our precious son.  I never even know what to say when people ask me those questions.

We are doing well though.  We are so ready to have a baby in our arms again.  It will be bitter sweet but oh so sweet. 

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