Tears

God knows all our tears. Each and every one, and this past year I have cried a lot of tears. Today during church as "Cry Out to Jesus" played the tears were falling. As I wiped my face I realized every Sunday I am moved to tears by something. I'm not sure if it is just because my emotions are still running so high or that singing praises to God just has another meaning to me, or the fact that I am so so grateful to have my Lord and Savior that I am over emotional...probably a combination of them all. I have talked before about how I am so much more moved now by Jesus sacrifices and so much more heart broken by the suffering he went through and so so thankful that Jesus has made a way for me to get to Heaven. Because if him I will see my son again and that tugs at my heart so hard every Sunday. Its been 9 months since a part of me went to Heaven. I miss that little precious boy so much.